"Mistress" And her story

           THIS IS A GOOD STORY THAT A FRIEND OF MINE ASKED ME TO SHARE
                                    Its about her start, and current life as a mistress.


As your reading this story, I want you to keep in the back of your head that you get out of it, what you put into it. This is a lifestyle and like any lifestyle or change in current lifestyle it requires work. It is a way of life that requires devotion and dedication, attention to detail, and a female that whats complete power. It took me a while and a lot of lost time to figure that out. This lifestyle is not for everyone but if you give it a chance I know you'll love it as much as I do, just don't make the same mistakes I did. Make the decision if this is really what you want, and if it is do what it takes to make it happen.

I was married at a young age, 20 to be exact. Although you would never guess it, when I started things were different than they are now. I'm not just talking about my marriage and my relationship with my sub, I'm also referring to society. Back then things were done more behind closed doors, that is to say that BDSM wasn't as popular or widely accepted in the open like it is today. Its now a well known lifestyle and/or activity to spice up sex. It has been in many movies with scenes that depict basic and medium play, even some movies made about the lifestyle completely. There are also adult stores in or around every city who carry everything you need to play in the lifestyle, and the internet stores and information has grown over 80 percent in the past 5 years. But back then I didn't even know there was a name for what I liked, let alone that it was a lifestyle that thousands and thousands of women just like me lived. I didn't start out in my marriage as a Dom like some women did that I know, in fact it took some where around two years before I took it serious and actually did what needed to be done. What I mean by that is, even though I was doing what I thought was correct in taking control of my hubby, it wasn't. This is why I've asked for this to be posted to let women just like me know.

Our marriage started out much like any other normal marriage. I had been with several guys prior to meeting him, so I knew women had the upper hand when it came to sex and deciding when and if I would have sex. Truth is, we actually have more than the upper hand, we have all the power and if used correctly can literally get guys to do anything we want. I guess you could say that's sort of where it started with me, back in college. I actually got turned on making guys want me, not that I had to try real hard. They would do things for me like homework and projects thinking that would get them in my pants. It was amazing how just pressing your tits against a guy and playfully rubbing his cock through his jeans while you talk a little dirty into his ear will make him want to do your bidding. I would even denying sex to the guys I was actually dating and felt a power rush in doing so. Teasing them by wearing loose or revealing cloths, letting them watch me get dressed for our date (after I was already in panties), bending over in front of them. Even making out with them and letting them grope me while I dry humped their cock till I got a mild OG and then got up. I loved to see the looks on their faces and the urgency in their voice hearing them pled and practically beg to get pussy. Saying "please Amanda I really need it, its been a week" or  "Can I please just lick you off, you don't even have to touch me" and one of my favorites, "I'll do anything you want, and even take you shopping tomorrow". Most of the time, the power rush was better than the sex. But of course that's partly because they really didn't have a cock big enough to hit that spot. Which It didn't take me long after high school to realize that bigger was definitely better, and there is a lot to be overlooked with a guy who has a big cock. In fact today, I would much rather have an average looking guy with a eight inch cock then a hot guy with under seven inches.

Back then I heard girls talk in high school (the ones friends of mine called sluts), so I somewhat knew that size made a difference, I just didn't know how much. After all I had only been with one guy in high school that took my virginity and just went by what I learned in health class for average size, which is 6.5 inches. So because of the lack of experience and being a virgin, when I had his 6 inch cock I though that was great. And for some reason, thinking that made me feel like his performance in bed was also great, but looking back, boy was I so wrong lol. He was however able to give me an OG or at least back then I thought it was, though I eventually learned in college they were on the very weak side of what a real OG feels like. I guess you could say much like what a male experiences when they cum.

So when I meet my hubby, and he actually had a 6 1/2 inch cock and kind of thick that managed to get me off two or three times and stronger, I though wow. So needless to say I didn't really keep sex from him like I did the other guys, but I did enjoy teasing him. There was this one guy with a bit shorter cock but thicker that I only sleep with twice (because he was a family member of a girlfriend of mine) who really even got me off better than my hubby. That's where I learned that I prefer thicker over length. We got married about 6 months after college, and our daughter followed about 6 months later. I bring up that part because up until that time we had sex on a regular basis. As I said, the sex wasn't bad....Or as bad as I had prior anyway. So it was during the 6 WEEKS OF NO SEX TIME after having the baby that I saw his submissive side come out, as he would pled and beg me to give him oral. That brought back memories of college and actually got me really hot and wet down there. So in a way, it's actually his fault I ended up wanting to experiment and So I used this to my advantage. Soon he was doing dishes and cleaning the house (and this was after coming home from work with an 8-10 hour day). It really turned me on to make him wait and pamper me for days before I would give him a BJ. It turned me on so much that I would use my vibrator on my clit thinking about it, while he was at work. Towards the end of the no sex period, I would even let him lick me to several orgasms.

The day I was ok to have sex, he knew and was insistent on it that first night. Although I tried to give an excuse of waiting a few more days, He would have it. Of course I gave it because I also hadn't had any and at that time I didn't know that one little orgasm would kill his submissive side I was beginning to love. Besides that a vibrator is great and even gave me better OG's than him but sometimes you just need cock. The next few weeks everything went back to normal, until my period started. I had given it to him before on my period, but this time I saw the chance to get back the submissive side. While it did work in getting his submissive side to show, I learned then that 1 week with out pussy wasn't the same effect on him as going 2 and then 3 and so on. So first lesson was the longer he goes with out it, the better it works. Eventually I had to give sex to him, but it was on my terms and not until I got oral and a clean house for almost 2 weeks. Note* I couldn't just keep sex from him during that time as there is no way he would have that, so as I said I set my terms and made him work at it before I gave it. I didn't want him to know I had ulterior motive to keep sex from him. I needed time to think about how to set this up.

 I started experimenting and  increasing the days in between our sex. I also began reading what I could find on the internet about orgasm denial. That's when I really discovered the power I could have. I learned about how to get him horny and keeping him on the edge for long periods of time. I found out that he had to be trained in the way I wanted him to be, and I also learned about chastity devices, humiliation, and punishments. At least what I could find on it at that time. However like most people when you start something new, there was learning. The ups and down, learning what worked and what didn't, but more importantly all the different aspects and technics of this newly wanted lifestyle. All I knew for sure, was that I wanted to be in control and enjoyed all the perks that went with it, and that's even before I discovered the cuckolding aspect of it which I'll get into later. I ended up telling him about the BDSM things I had read on the net (well some of them anyway as I didn't want him to reject the idea of him not getting sex) He seemed to be into things for the most part.

Over the next few months I tried to push further, and tried to keep him on the edge for as long as possible. It definitely made a difference in his submissive side but our day to day life always seem to get in the way of everything, our family, his job, our daughter, and then there was the bickering and fights we would end up in for one reason or another. Things went on for a few more months but we ended up not being able to do training or play half the time. There for I couldn't keep his horniness level high enough to keep him focused on obeying me. I was kind of clueless back then. It didn't help that he was hiding masturbating which killed his submissiveness.  Looking back now, I should have got him a chastity device after I told him about the BDSM side of me, and instead of giving him sex once a week, I should of pushed it out until I could deny him all together. I eventually realized the fights were causing the most damage and that I allowed everything else to get in the way of training him properly, I guess you could say I was a little lazy too. I just wanted it to work but it wasn't happening fast enough, and I really didn't put forth the effort I should have.

Over the next year I got a little better with putting more effort into it and getting to knowing what turned him on. He was a little more accepting of things and his waiting until I decided he could have sex. Although things did get a little better but not like I wanted it or the way it should be. We always seemed to run into problems (arguments and what ever else), and stopped the BDSM for weeks at a time. This definitely set things back every time we would start back up. Eventually he lost interest, and things went from ok to him not even getting hard or even wanting to play. The worse thing was that he really wasn't as assertive in wanting sex like he use to be. I though, this is bad because the most important power I had over him wanting sex. So I decided maybe we did need a break. Months went by and I brought it up but he was still not into things. So one night I asked what was wrong. He said it was the same old thing and that every time we would get going something would come up. If it wasn't an argument, it was extended family or our daughter getting in the way, if it wasn't those it was work, it was always something. He said I let those things get in the way, that one or two days I might be serious and into it, then for days I wouldn't do anything or hardly anything. He said it was very hard to go with out sex, let alone with out an orgasm at all and the days when I paid no attention to "what was what I wanted" he felt like I really didn't want it. We talked more of things and told him that I wanted to try again and that I would do better. I told him that I wanted try a threesome (something he had always talked about since college). I thought if we spiced it up a bit maybe we could get things back on track and he was definitely on board with this.

In the next few weeks I ordered a chastity device and started looking, placing ads on several sights. Believe it or not, there were way more men interested in threesomes than females (which after seeing pics of some of them I really wanted to do). I finally found a suitable female to join, and we exchanged numbers. The rules were simple and she and I talked things through prior to the event. He was tied down on the bed while she and I played, he wasn't allowed interaction until I decided it was time. We took turns licking all over each other and used a vib, occasionally taking a few minutes to double team his cock and balls. After about an hour we both focused on him, sucking his cock, balls, neck and nipples. I wanted to make sure he was really hard and really horny. I left him tied down and put a condom on him, then we both took turns riding him but we did not let him get off. After we had our fill of him and I though he was on the verge of cumming, we stopped. We both left the room and I said I'll be back. She got dressed and I thanked her for the fun night, to which she replied we would have to do it again soon. When I returned, I teased him by talking dirty, playing and sucking his cock to the edge over and over...Then I put the chastity on him. He was very surprised and confused not knowing what it was. After explaining it to him and letting him know I wanted him to wait till our next threesome for him to cum. He was very frustrated, and began saying he couldn't wait and didn't want to wait. I replied that if he ever wanted another threesome he would, and thanks to the chastity, he had no choice anyway. I also told him that if he wanted to cum anytime soon he had better start showing me how much he wanted it. Over the next week I saw a big change in his submission, very eager to please and give me oral with out anything in return. Of course I would lick his balls, nipples and neck. I would even pretend I was sucking his cock by placing the chastity in my mouth. In the mean time I worked on lining up another threesome but this time with a male, and he was cut nicely with abs, arms, and chest (shaved smooth).

Then one night I tied him down and let out his cock. I worked him up to the edge again and talked about another threesome with guy. I told him how horny it made me at the thought of him watching me fuck another male and then after he was done, allowing him to be released from his chastity to ravage me, fucking the shit out of me. I then told him that, it was only fair since I allowed him a threesome. Although he sounded reluctant, he agreed. Honestly I was a little surprised it went so easy, but at that point I think he knew I was not going to remove the chastity anytime soon and if he wanted relief he was going to make me happy. I can't tell you how wet I was, only that I had never been so horny in my life, but I didn't allow him to get me off, nor did I get my self off. I took the next week building horniness for both of us and setting things up. I met Atom for lunch one day and explained things to him. So he was well aware of every thing and he was ok with it all.

The night finally came and I couldn't stop soaking my panties, and my pussy was on fire. He came in and we went to the bed room. I already had the lights dim and my hubby tied to a chair at the bottom of the bed (to get a good view). Atom and I started kissing. We removed each others clothes and he began sucking on my tits, and fingering my wet pussy. Again we started kissing and I grabbed a hold of his cock to start getting it hard, but it was already hard and it was big! It was at least 7 1/2 inches and thick (I love thickness). I immediately almost instinctively dropped down and started sucking his cock. For the first time ever I actually enjoyed sucking a cock,  unlike my hubby, I could hardly get my mouth around it. I enjoyed having it in my mouth but also hearing him moan as I attempted to put it all in, which was impossible. After a few minutes, he pulled me up and sat me on the bed, laying me back. He spread my legs wide and held them there as he bent down and started licking me. I was so wet and horny, my first OG came really fast. He licked my pussy and my ass till I came again and again. I was in bliss, but couldn't wait to feel his big cock inside me. I pulled him up to me by the hair that I was already holding on to, as he stationed his mouth on my tits and started sucking them. He also positioned his hips between mine and I felt the head of his cock forcing its way against my pussy lips.....I reached down and helped slide it in. OMG, it was big and thick, much more than my hubby and It felt so good! I couldn't believe how much I loved it and how good the pleasure was, thinking bigger really is better. He got it all the way in and started fucking me slow but hard and deep. The pleasure literally rippled all across my body forcing me to cum fast and hard. I moaned and screamed loud as I had an OG harder than I ever have. He didn't stop, he kept going and I had no time to recover as he started picking up speed, another OG just as strong as the last one but it lasted longer. I think he could tell that I had never cum like that before because he said, you like that big cock don't you, to which I replied quickly, I love your cock, OMG, I love it! It was then that he really started fucking me, pounding me hard and fast. It didn't take long before my third OG hit and it was long and very hard, starting from my pussy and rippling out over my body and the harder he fucked the harder I was cumming and the longer it was lasting. My whole body tensed up, What was moaning turned into an uncontrollable scream/moan that I didn't even know I could do, I couldn't control it as I had never cum like this before. My 4th OG was already more times than I had ever got off  so the 5th, 6th and 7th OG's were pure bliss. After that subsided, he slowed down and gave me time to recover. He flipped me over and repeated the same pounding doggie style, and again I was cumming almost in convulsion like OG's and I wanted to feel him cum inside me. After he slowed down, all I could think of is, I wanted more of this, and I wanted it all the time. It was then That I remembered that my hubby was watching and I looked back at him. He was in a trance like state, not saying anything, just staring at my pussy being rammed by this much larger cock than his. But I didn't care, I didn't care that he was watching, I didn't care that he knew it was bigger than him, and I didn't care that he knew I was being pleased better than he could and I was loving every second of it. At that point I didn't ever want his little cock again, all I wanted right now was this big cock to keep pounding me. After about an hour and several positions later, Atom finally came with a big explosion and I could feel his warm load shoot inside me, and I hit one more OG. We lay there for a bit talking, and I could feel his cum drain out of me, but I didn't care that I was wet, or covered in sweat. I was busy thinking of how to set this up again or if my hubby would be ok with it, and how to make him ok if he wasn't. I would probably have to do another threesome with him. I looked down at him and he was still staring at my swollen, cum filled pussy. By now the euphoria was starting to wear off of me and I was wondering what was going through his head.

After a few more minutes went by, we both got up and started cleaning up, and getting dressed. I walked him to the door, kissed him goodnight and he asked if we could do this again soon. I couldn't help my self, I quickly said yes and asked when he was free again. He said he would make time and to call him. On the way back into the bedroom, I started feeling a little guilty, and was almost worried about how my hubby would react to all this when I got there. As I got to the room, he was looking towards the floor and I told him he had permission to speak. I asked him if he liked watching. To my surprise, and with a humble voice, he said yes ma'am.  I asked him if he was horny and he said yes, very ma'am. Then asked me if I was pleased with his behavior. Admittedly I was unsure of what would happen but I truly did not expect this. With out trying to looked shocked by his demeanor, I replied yes you were a good boy! I untied him and told him up on the bed. I then tied him down and took off the chastity. For the first time in a while it instantly got hard. I began to bring him to the edge and stop a few times before I started in with the questions. I wanted to know if It was possible to not only do this again but make this our regularly play time. I asked every question I could think of except the direct question, or rather statement that I wanted this from now on. He was very submissive in his answers, and admitted that he was humiliated by the fact I was more into fucking him, and screamed longer and louder than I ever have with him. And there it was, my pussy started getting wet again. He said he wanted to look away but couldn't, that it was both humiliating and turning him on, better than even watching a porno. I tried to answer and make comments that reflected that this was normal and how it was supposed to be, to just let it happen and enjoy it. He asked could "I please get off ma'am", that he really needed to cum bad. I ignored the question and asked him if he wanted to see how swollen I was from getting fucked so hard, and with out hesitation he said yes! So I turned around and put it in his face and began to somewhat taunt him as I started sucking his cock. I said, do you see how good he fucked me, and how wet I am? Yes ma'am! Do you smell the sex? yes ma'am! He started asking in a more pleading voice, may I please cum ma'am, please? Followed by, the smell is really getting to me and I need to cum, please ma'am, I'll clean the house for you all week and take you shopping this weekend! And there it was, the voice that I knew would do just about anything I said and buy me anything just to cum. He didn't even ask if he could fuck me, he just wanting to cum. I said no, not now and started sucking his cock again. I couldn't help but think how much smaller it was in my mouth than Atom's cock, and the feeling of difference in size in my pussy was unbelievable. I noticed that his cock started to pulse and he started to lift his leg like he does right before he cums. I quickly let go and stopped, a little cum flowed out but not much as I stopped just in time. I made him lick it off my finger and I got up and told him that it wasn't time that he would have to wait till our next threesome for him to cum. Please ma'am, please don't make me wait that long. What do I get out of it I said, your going to clean the house anyway, and if I want to go shopping I will. Yes ma'am, your right ma'am. What could I do to be allowed to cum, he asked. Let me think about it. So I went for it, I think we should do another threesome with Atom this Friday night, yes that would give me some fun and help build you back up. OK mistress! what ever you say! So I layed back down and started to stroke him, to which he asked are you going to suck my cock ma'am? NO, NO I'm not! If you want to cum it will be my way or not at all. Yes ma'am, your the boss! After he got off, I put the chastity back on him, even though he protested. I then let him up and off to bed we went.

 The next day, he seemed distant, and definitely not as submissive. I though, was he mad about last night, oh no, does this mean Friday was not going to happen. I didn't want to push things right now, maybe tonight after work. After work he was still a bit distant, and it seemed the horniness was gone. Did I push things to hard for him, was seeing how much I enjoy Atoms cock to much for him. I didn't know but I started to worry about things between us, and what he was thinking. The only thing I kept coming back to is I shouldn't of let him cum. I tried to be firm with him, and give him orders but he didn't seem into it. After a few days of me not bringing it back up, I decided to ask. While we were laying in bed, I asked him what was the matter, why was he so distant? He said that he just wasn't sure he wanted to do another threesome with Atom but he didn't know how to tell me, even though he knew he agreed. So I asked, is it Atom, or is it that you just don't want to see me with another guy? He replied, I don't know. He then said, I saw you cumming over and over, and moaning louder than I ever had you. I knew you enjoyed it better than me and he fucked you for like an hour or more,  I knew I had never done that. It just made me feel so humiliated and horny all at the same time.  I told him, that's how its supposed to be, did't it make you feel submissive? Yes, very and its kinda scary, especially feeling like I could do nothing about it, and even worse I wanted it. I wanted to see you get pounded and hear you moan and scream. But after I cum, that next morning when I woke up I couldn't help but think about how much bigger he was and the way your eyes rolled back. It went from being horny and submissive to being jealous that I know you really enjoyed his cock, probably even more than mine. The whole time he is telling me, I'm thinking 2 things first is, I'm probably not going to be able to fuck Atom ever again, the other was I didn't mean to hurt him. So I said the best thing I could think of, well we don't have to do the threesomes anymore if you don't want to, honestly I did enjoy it like you did with the girl, but don't want it to bother you and it was fun but its not worth you feeling like this. He said it does bother me but I'm not sure in which way, but I do think we should just put that on hold for a while, so I agreed.

Days turned into weeks and I had already put Atom off several times, but what could I do. I surely wasn't going to stoop to cheating on my husband, no matter how bad I wanted Atoms cock again and I did want it bad, really bad! Not to mention, now since I had Atoms big cock, sex with hubby felt dull and weak. So I though, I'm not going to just give up, especially now that I know what I could have. I didn't want it to ever go back to the way it was, not just the best sex I ever had and the ability to fuck any other guy I was attracted to, but also how much it turned me on for my hubby to serve and obey me. So I got back on the net and after a few days of reading, I finally came across a book on the net, well it was more of a blog than a book, called "Pussy Control". I was so intrigued by it I couldn't stop reading it. It  was very detailed and layed everything out for me, explaining how things worked, why they worked, and how to do them. OH and yeah, I should never of let him cum the night Atom fucked me, he should never of cum again. It also listed different types of punishments, bondage ideas, chore list, and humiliation ideas. It also said how to emasculate him, and how to be a dominate woman. Not to mention, it gave other forms of training like pegging, cuckolding, and sissifying the male sub. I was really turned on by reading it especially the cuckolding, pegging, and sissy training as they were all kind of tied together. It pointed out things I was doing wrong, the fighting, lack of training him, not punishing him, and not being strict enough and forceful enough. That's what put every thing in prospective for me, and it all became very clear to me what I had to do. After reading the book through that next few days I decided that I wanted this, I really wanted this. I was going to do what I needed to do to make this happen, and I was going to be the dominate female I should have been all along!

The next day I really took charge and became more aggressive with things, I also ordered some toys on the net. When my toys arrived, I already had him up to 3 weeks with out sex and it was time to put him in his place again, only this time for good! I bought various bondage toys like ankle cuffs, wrist cuffs, blind fold, several lengths of small chains(heavy enough he couldn't break them), ball gag, butt plug, flogger and a paddle.  All as suggested by the book, and I also bought me a vib and 2 dildos one for me and one for him (mine was much bigger than his and him). Also I did as suggested by the book (to have a play area separate from our bedroom so as to not mix his new role with playtime, role playing, or fun sex) I turned our spare bed room into a make shift dungeon. After all this was far from enhancing our sex life and definitely meant to put him in is place and giving me the sex life I wanted. That night after he got home from work I was waiting for him in a black lingerie outfit. I told him I was in the mood for sex and gave him orders to first strip naked and go make dinner, and that after we eat to go get a shower and come to the spare bedroom. He started to ask question and I quickly said in a firm demanding voice "Don't speak, Do as your told!" You should have seen the look on his face. He quickly started taking off his clothes and headed to the kitchen when I said, "I don't want you to speak until after you are in the spare bedroom. Even though the book said it, I was still really surprised at how quickly he obeyed just by the firm demanding voice, and even more turned on by that fact. After we ate, I got up and told him to clean up and head to the shower. He again started to speak, when I shouted in a firm voice, "did you forget your orders?" He nodded no, and began to do his chore. I told him to stay naked after the shower and to knock on the door when he was there.

I heard the knock and told him to come in. I ordered him over to the bed and stood up lifting my right leg up on the bed telling him to knell down and smell my pussy and feel how wet I was thinking about this all day. He quickly hit his knees and did as he was told. (this was done as the book instructed to get him started to being on his knees when in front of me) I told him to go ahead and pull the thong aside and lick me to an orgasm, which he quickly did. Honestly that was the best oral OG I had ever had to that point. Not sure if it was the excitement or if he was just that eager he did the best ever. After I got off I told him to stay there and I walked to the drawer and got out the cuffs and the blind fold. I told him to put them on. He was very surprised, but started to put them on and asked where I got them and what was going on. I explained that we were going to do some new stuff I learned about in a book I was reading and I wanted things to change in that regard. And before he could say anything else I told him it would all make sense soon, to get up on the bed. I pulled each limb to each of the 4 corners of the bed and chained them down. It was then that I started to explain things to him. I told him not to speak until he was given permission or face a punishment like he was about to get for not directly listening when he was given orders earlier. I quickly gave his balls 3 firm smacks with my palm. He yelled out in pain then said WTF! To which I replied, "I said not to speak until given permission", as I smacked his balls again 3 more times. He yelped louder but did not speak. I told him that I was going to be taking charge from now on, that he had no choice in the matter, and that he was going to obey. He was going to have daily chores of cleaning the house and serving me in what ever way I see fit, or else there would be punishment. I told him there would be no back talk, or rule breaking, or again there would be punishment. I told him that he would lose all privileges, and ask permission to do anything that was not a chore. I also informed him that he would not get sex until I say he's earned it, and his sex would be what ever the sex I chose to give him and that would not be very often. Until then he was not permitted to touch it, see it, or ask for it, or face a sever punishment. I asked him if he understood that. He said yes ma'am, but do I have to wear a chastity again. I quickly gave him 3 more smacks to his balls harder than before. Saying, "I didn't tell you to speak, I asked you if you understood, which is a yes or no answer. Now lets try that again. YES, he said in a panting way, as the pain made him hold his breath.

I continued to go over his chores, and made it clear that he was not allowed to do anything, including going to the restroom with out asking me for permission first. He was also to be on his knees at all times in front of me, including handing me anything, or asking me for permission. I then followed telling him he was to address me as ma'am or mistress, always, even in public. He was also to begin with and end with every sentence with "mistress may I" and/or Yes mistress. I also reminded him that these were rules and that breaking these rules would be dealt with by a sever punishment. I then asked is that understood? Yes ma'am he replied. I then began to edge him over and over until he was panting like a dog in heat. then as the book suggested, I started using my finger to message his prostate. (that really brought out the submissive side I wanted to see and hear) after about two hours, I locked his little one away in its chastity, and let him up saying, YOU KNOW THE RULES, you better follow them!

The next day I was happy to see he was still very horny and behaving like a well trained dog. There were times where he needed to be punished by corner time, or spankings, and that night he got a sever punishment with the belt not only to prove I wasn't playing, but also to make sure tomorrow would be better. The next day, he again forgot to be kneeling beside the bed, and was in the bathroom with out permission, so he got corner time with the promise a spanking he would not ever forget. That of course got his attention and had him scrambling for excuses of why he didn't follow rules, but I stated there were to be no excuses! I didn't have any other problems out of him that day, but as promised after training, he got a mixture of paddle and belt on his ass that left welts and bruising on him for a week. Not to mention the smacking his balls and pinching of his nipples. Oh he begged and pleaded for me to stop the whole time, saying he would obey and be a good slave. He even started crying towards the end but I knew not to feel sorry for him that he had to be forced to take his place. I was the boss and he would obey or face punishment, PERIOD! I was aggressively speaking to him and scolding him as I whipped him to tears, and made sure he knew as I humiliated him that this would happen again and again if he didn't obey me, follow rules, or back talked. When I was finished I made him clean up as usual with out permission to speak, and then I made him knell and tell me how good of a bitch he was going to be from now on and then told him to lick my feet while he thank me for giving him his punishment and allowing him to serve me.

Over the next few weeks I did as the book said and further emasculated him by humiliating him about how little his wee wee was, and how he couldn't please me. How he never made me cum like Atom did and I'd rather finger myself then give him pussy. Atom had called me several times by now and told me he felt like I was playing games with him. I couldn't put him off any more but thought if I told him the true story he would think I was crazy or something. I decided to tell him what was going on, at least the key points anyway, and hoped he was ok with things. To my surprised, he was really into it and said it actually turned him on and couldn't wait to fuck me again. It was time to start bringing up fucking Atom again during training sessions and how much I loved his cock to get him use to the idea of me going to Atom for sex. To do this I started using my finger to message his prostate while I would edge him, or even while his cock was still in the chastity. (The prostate is in his ass about 2 1/2 inches in and when stimulated brings intense pleasure) The prostate is more less a direct link to his brain and also controls his man parts, (cumming and hard on, etc.).  I also did not speak to him with out a dominate voice, giving firm orders, never asking him and noticed he was quicker to obey. By doing this, he knew I was serious and feared me and the repercussions of not jumping quickly to obey.  I had really started training him how I wanted him to be and over all, he was the best little bitch I could ask for. I only had to do reminder punishments (those are punishments given just to keep him on track, not because he needed them, but more to prevent future misbehaving, so that are not as hard still fun). Just like the book said  I trained him every day, sometimes twice a day, tying him down and edging him over and over while he was humiliated, laughed at, and abused. All the while he was not permitted cum, touch or see my pussy. I let him know that his place was serving me and it turned me on to see him in his place. To keep him on edge and as horny as possible, I took him to strip clubs and I also made him watch porn several times a week. I also would dress sexy, but more for the guys attention than his. At night I would wear just panties to bed so he could get really turned on. By now, he would go into "subspace" during training sessions where he began begging and pleading me to allow him to serve, and obey me and I knew he was on the right track to where I wanted him. The edging really helped build him to that point but it was manipulating his prostate with my finger and vib that really took him over the edge and made him open up his submissive side. Once there , I really turned up the dominate side of me mixing pain with pleasure, humiliating him about things like sucking cock, wearing panties like a bitch should, and serving one or more of my girlfriends. Note; Subspace is when a sub is so turned on (by mixture of arousal, humiliation, edging and even punishment fueled by the lack of sexual release) that he enters a trance like state where he is not able to resist any form of training, completely submitting, accepting your will and desires. He is unaware of his surroundings and is at his true point a submissive, only able to follow orders and accept what ever is demanded of him or told of him. It is best to leave him in this state as long as possible, only allowing it to wear off with time (lack of the sensations in training session to be exact) Because of the above statement, he is not capable of making rash decisions and should there for be instructed or watched until he is out of it. Note; A mans pleasure and reason to have it is very different than ours.  First it is no where on the same intensity or pleasure level as ours and even on its best day can't compare to ours as they feel it in a different place and different way than we do. This is so they can focus on their purpose for sex, and thats to give sperm. They have one small set of nerve endings in the glands of their penis that stimulate the prostate and one path to a spot in the brain about the size of a dime. So when you stimulate the prostate directly you are giving more pleasure than can be had by just penis stimulation. if you do both together your doubling that pleasure and intensifying it. We have 10 times the amount of nerve endings through out our clit and vagina, not to mention our anus, and 2 paths to 2 spots in our brain about the size of 2 half dollar coins. So we a built for pleasure where as they are built for delivery of that pleasure (and sperm)    Second they have a drive and are programmed chemically in their brain to need to cum, and that's the only purpose of their OG is to give sperm, where as our OG is purely for pleasure. We solely get pleasure from sex for the purpose of pleasure and only for that purpose, and that's what makes us want to have it. It is the release of the chemical in his brain after he cums that satisfies that urge/drive but only for a short time until the chemical builds up again. Also he is programmed to cum when pleasure reaches a certain level (why most men last 3-10 min) and there for when not able to do so, the higher than normal and prolonged pleasure causes them to go into over load. The chemicals that are given off when he feels pleasure, and the chemicals that tell him to cum when he feels that pleasure begin to react with the chemicals that drive him and the magic starts to happen. Add weeks and months of this and the hormones are so elevated that he becomes submissive and easily controlled. If arousal and horniness level reaches high enough during this prolonged amount of time with out release, he enters subspace.  When you add the sensation of prostate play to him (which he experiences pleasure his body has never felt before and is not set up to properly handle) it makes it easier to push him into subspace and also makes your job much faster, easier, and fun. Eventually when mixed with your aggressive controlling of him, humiliation, emasculating, punishments and in general over all training, he will become addicted and dependent on that pleasure. Eventually it will be all he experiences, and will beg for it!

 At the start of the sixth week I started making him wear panties and started addressing him as the bitch, my bitch, or just bitch. I also started the threats of using a strap-on with him, and owning his ass, eventually finding him a Master or boyfriend to fuck him (he begged me not to, but I don't think he believed me).  In public and around friends I called him Hun (short for the German word hundin which means bitch but it sounds like I'm saying hone which is short for honey). I also started using a prostate vib on him as well as my finger. Doing all this as the book said and I followed the book as closely as I could remember and kept rereading chapters as needed for reminders. Into the seventh week he was as horny as I'd ever seen him and I knew it was time to move to the next step, complete sissifying and pegging. I got rid of his underwear and started making him wear panties full time, I even made him buy the panties at the store, making sure the girl at the counter knew they were his. I used every chance I had to humiliate him, especially about his status as my bitch and his little wee wee. I made him refer to himself as my bitch. I also started wearing a harness and dildo during training sessions, making him kneel and suck it prior to locking him down, and I would humiliate him the whole time. If I was on my period, so was he...I'd make him wear a tampon in his ass and change it every time he went to crap. I also made him buy mine and his. He was also made to completely shave his pubic area and ass, and his dick was now called a clitty or dicklet (both names are used to reference a large clit). Its also during this time that I started using the dildo on him in his ass (called pegging) while he was tied down doggie style. As I said before I didn't think he believed this would happen because when I told him after he was tied in position, he really started to beg me not to. I could tell he was scared as I knew the size of it was even bigger than him, but I also knew he was humiliated by the fact he was going to be fucked like a bitch. Once this happened his places as my bitch would be set for good and he knew it and there could be no going back. I  lubed him up good and slid one finger in to loosen him up, then after a bit I put two into him to get him good and loose. As I put the head to his ass he tried to squeeze tight to keep me from entering until I grabbed his balls and squeezed hard saying, your going to take this cock and your going to thank me for it! He screamed out in pain and I slowly inserted it in. Slowly working it all the way down till the fake balls hit his ass. I rested there a bit but kept a hold of his balls with one hand, the other hand I reached around and started playing with the little clitty. After a few seconds, I started slowly sliding it in and out, but just a few inches at a time, building to full strokes in and out. He was grunting, and pleading with me to stop, as I said your going to take this cock and there is nothing you can do about it except take it! after I knew he was loose enough I started working it in and out with a good fucking pace and began to humiliate him about how he was now my true little sissy bitch, and how eventually he would beg me to be just that and begging for my cock as well. After a few more minutes I noticed that his grunts had turned into moans, and slight delightful wimpering. It didn't take long after that and those moans were louder and louder, eventually to high pitch moans and squealing. I played with his little clitty off and on, but not to much as I didn't want him to cum. Then I started smacking his ass, harder and harder leaving hand prints and humiliating him about taking my big cock, his little clitty being locked away for good, Atom fucking me , and making him beg me not to stop and to be my little bitch from now on. I started to laugh at the sound of him, and made him tell me who's bitch he was. I was soaking wet and really turned on by the fact that he was behaving just like a bitch in heat. After a bit more fucking, I slowed down and came to a stop, then pulling out. I gave his ass another hard swat and said I own this don't I BITCH! Yes ma'am he replied. The next few times of pegging through that week were pretty much the same, a little resistance at first then taking it like a true bitch.

At the start of the eighth week, He got pegged 2 more times, I would build him up and fuck him good. It was the last time he got fucked that after I built him up he was begging for it and I knew it was time to get my reward, Atoms big cock! I called Atom and set things up for Saturday night with him. From that point on I knew the lack of sex, release, and edging finally took its toll and would have him doing anything to get that little bit of pleasure from my cock. Note* It is impossible for most men to cum from just pegging with out playing with his cock. So you can fuck him for as long as he can take it and he will get the pleasure but not be able to cum. This action is just like edging but more pleasurable and addictive for him, and what you will want to work up to if you are going to lock his little wee wee away for good. I began setting it up through out that week were I would build him up, tease him with my cock, but not fuck him. I would use my finger or vib on him until he was begging for my cock. I told him I loved to hear him beg for it but he would not get it again until I thought he deserved it. On the last day, Friday, I set it up again building him up really good, only this time when he was begging for my cock, I told him that he would only get it after I have had big cock. He quickly agreed saying anything you want ma'am, anything to have your cock. I felt a rush of power flow over me even stronger than I had ever felt before. There he was, just like the book said willing to agree and do anything just to serve me and get my rubber cock. I told him that from now on I would only give him cock when I felt he had earned it, and also that would only happen after I got big cock. I also let him know that just because I got big cock didn't mean that he would get mine. The way I see it, I should be able to get cock anytime I want and fuck who I want, and you should not only beg me to, but also do your chores while I'm out doing it.  Because that's how you can please me, that's how you can earn that big cock of mine, cleaning my house, doing my laundry, and kneeling naked at the door waiting for my return. Yes ma'am he replied, anything you say ma'am. I said good boy, that's what I want from now on. You are never to ask any questions of who I'm fucking, or when I'll be home or you will be punished severely. If I want you to know I'll tell you, and I'll make sure you are humiliated about every detail. I continued with the training for that night and ended it with a good spanking while I told him that I had plans for Atom to come over tomorrow night. He said yes ma'am, will I get your cock after your finished being pleased ma'am. NO, you will not! I will not even consider it until after the first few weeks of us fucking. Further more, this time you will not even be allowed to watch it. Instead, you will kneeling in the corner of your room (the dungeon) listening to me moan through the walls.

The next day my bitch was kneeling properly in his place with my morning coffee waiting. I was so horny I couldn't wait to get Atoms cock, but I resisted grabbing my vib instead saving it for atom. My bitch was taking care of his chores as I was getting ready for Atom. About an hour before it was time, I took the bitch into his room and tied him down. I made sure he was really built up and submissive before I put him in the corner, ball gag in and hands cuffed behind his back. I also ran a thin rope from his cuffs between his ass cheeks and wrapped it around his balls extruding from his chastity. I went to freshen up my makeup and heard the doorbell ring. I was wearing a new lingerie outfit I had bought that day especially for him, making sure he knew it. He said, you look beautiful and asked if I had been working out, Yes of course, I had to look good for you didn't I? You looked good before, but now you look really good! He started kissing and fingering me, I was soaking wet already. He picked me up and carried me down the hall into my bedroom where he set me on the bed. I started undoing his pants as he was taking off his shirt, and as I got his pants down to his knees, his cock was already super hard and thicker than I remembered. I quickly put it in my mouth and began to suck it, I wanted to please him, but I also enjoyed it being in my mouth. It brought back memories to the first time I sucked it, trying my best to deep throat it but couldn't. After a few minutes he pushed me down on the bed and started licking me to several OG's. Then he worked his way up to my face and kissed me as he slowly slid it in. OMG, it was unbelievable! I think it was even better than our first time, although it could have just been the fact that I knew I was going to get this from now on and my bitch was in there listening to me get pounded. He took charge, putting me in position after position and I loved every minute of it. He picked me up from beneath my legs under my knees and held me as he was standing and pounded me. We kissed and fucked  for a good hour before he finally came. He fell off me, slid off his condom and we talked for about twenty more minutes as I explained things to him and how could fuck me when ever he wanted now. I let him know that it had been over two months since bitch boy had pussy, and that he would not ever get it again. Atom smiled real big and said, so this is my pussy from now on then! That's fucking hot! He then said, well if this is truly the case, I said really quickly, it definitely is! Ok then, I want to fuck you bareback from now on and you to start growing a landing patch for me. Ok, I said, but everyone else you wear a condom with, Agreed he said! I asked if he wanted to see my bitches new place and he said sure. I yelled for him to come in and he slowly entered the room just as I had left him. I told him to kneel, which he did quickly, and then said your going to be a good bitch from now on aren't you? He shook he head yes. You want me to fuck Atom when ever I want don't you? Again he shook his head yes. You know its his pussy from now on don't you bitch? And again he nodded yes. That's a good boy, now go get back in the corner. Atom said WOW, you must have really done something right, he seems very submissive. Oh he is, and that exactly how I want him from now on. Well I hate to rush you but he's been tied up like that for over an hour and a half. Yeah, yeah, I understand he said. He got dressed and walked me to the door where he kissed me and said, I don't want him touching my pussy, and make sure he knows this. To which I replied, I already told him this and in fact he's not even allowed to see it. He then grabbed my hand and placed it on his cock saying, that just got me hard as fuck. It should, its true, I replied. We kissed one more time made plans for the next night and I shut the door.

I went back to his bedroom, and he was still in the corner as ordered. I walked over and grabbed him by the hair and walked him on his knees to the side of the bed where I sat down and took out the ball gag. I asked did you hear me screaming and moaning? Yes ma'am. Did you enjoy it? Yes ma'am, but it was very humiliating hearing you cum over and over again and I could tell you have never cum like that with me. That's right, and that's exactly why I want to fuck him from now on and why you don't deserve anything to do with his pussy, do you? No ma'am. That's right, now get up here so I can take off those cuffs and tie you to the bed. I did training really good for a bit over one and a half hours, even allowing him to smell my freshly fucked pussy and look at how swollen a well fucked pussy should look like. I allowed him to lick my ass till I OG and then listened to him beg to serve me and to fuck Atom again, I put his wee wee back into the cage and let him up. I told him how good of a bitch he was and to get use to this as this is the way I want it from now on. I also told him that Atom was going to come over tomorrow night, and that this time he would be allowed to watch, but not to get use to it as that privilege wouldn't happen that often. The next night, it was pretty much a repeat of the first time Atom and I fucked, only my bitch was kneeling at the bed instead of sitting, and was cuffed as the night before. I also made sure to really humiliate him about how much I loved Atoms cock and how he could never fuck me like this, telling him Atom could touch places he couldn't and hit that special spot only a real cock could. He also had a servers board around his neck that held the lube, towels, and drinks. After I got fucked, we layed there, kissed and talked while my bitch sucked on my toes. We finished and I walked Atom to the door setting up our next date, returning and taking my bitch to the dungeon. I tied him down and we trained for an hour as I was really tired from riding Atoms cock.

Over the next few weeks into a month, I kept pushing his boundaries, trying new things and new ideas. I tried different positions to tie him in as I didn't want this to get old or go stag, but mostly I wanted to see what else turned me on. I eventually started making my bitch clean up atoms cum by tying him down, using forceps (mouth spreader) and squeezing it out of my pussy dripping into his mouth. Making sure I grabbed a tight hold of his balls and squeezed as I said swallow every bit of it! I even started making him serve Atom, calling him sir. I  would make him help get me off better by licking my ass or clit as I got fucked, depending on what position Atom put me in. I would also go out with my girlfriends or by my self and get numbers, even going back to their place to fuck or bring them back to mine (my bitch would always be in his room listening). I also started not getting his cock out of the cage every time during training, instead playing with his balls or licking them, and using my finger or toy on his prostate. I tried to keep learning as much as I could on the net, and always referred back to that book. As time went on I worked my way up to a few boyfriends, and bigger cocks. Atom and I would still fuck from time to time, but he ended up finding a girl of his own. I was fortunate enough to meet a fairly hot guy  "Jon" with a nine inch cock, and thicker than I ever had. As if I didn't think the sex could get any better, it was! He made me cum hard over and over, and had the stamina and was as athletic as Atom. He knew about my hubby and our situation, but really wasn't into having him watch, but was ok with him listening from the next room as long as he didn't have to see him.

Here we are today, still seeing Jon and even on occasion Atom. Things are still going strong. My bitch is more submissive than he ever was, and even looks for guys for me on some of the internet hook up sites, although I still do most of it. He hasn't had pussy in years, but I found out that he needed to be milked about once or twice a month (about every 3 weeks) to keep things from backing up. Something the book didn't tell me. I have several boyfriends, and bulls, even though some of my boyfriends don't know about my hubby, some think I'm in an open relationship. But the bulls know everything and love to help me humiliate my bitch. He is made to serve them, suck them hard, take their cocks in the ass, and clean up their mess, as well as anything to help improve our OG's. I also have a few girlfriends, all of them know of my bitch, and two of them help me in training sessions with my bitch. Life couldn't be better for me, even he is happier serving me and wants it to be this way with our relationship. He usually gets my cock three times a month, but its always after humiliating him and making him suck it, and after I have had mine. He always cleans up his own mess and is forced to clean up any mess I bring to him. I have changed a few things around, but my bitch always knows that he is never allowed my boyfriends pussy, even if my boyfriend changes from time to time. I'm very strict on him and treat him exactly like a bitch.

I love my husband, I love him more than life. I don't want anyone new to this to think I'm a heartless bitch, but in reality you have to be aggressive, firm and strict with him. You have to be consistent and punish every time needed, and you have to force him into his place. All of this and he has to be scared of you, otherwise he will see weakness and try exploit that. So its clear, I would never leave him for anyone no matter how big the cock is or how attractive they are. Sex is just sex, even the mind blowing sex. It is great while it last but love and commitment will always be there. I never mix sex with love, that means I don't confuse great sex with love.  Besides why settle for one cock when I can have as many as I want, with the acceptance, love, and stability of my husband. I would never change a thing and I'm glad I found that book or blog on the net that day, I could never go back to the vanilla life again. To make it clear, I made this story as short as possible trying to keep the most important details but there is much more involved behind it like the hormones and chemicals that play a big part on why its possible and even his place to serve the female. Also in reality it took much more time on again off again trying to make this happen the easy way, and it took a lot of effort to get him back on track once I finally realized it was me, keeping me away from what I really wanted. All the excuses, the arguments, being lazy, and even selfish was all me and it took me almost loosing it for good to realize how easy I had it, and how good it really was. I almost lost him to the simple, dull vanilla life, and it would have been all my fault. If your thinking about taking this journey or have already started, don't make my mistakes. All you have to do is want it bad enough to make the changes and commitment to make it happen. You have to really look at it how you want it to be, and for me it was easy I wanted a loving bitch more than I wanted a loving husband, and there is nothing wrong with that. I wanted the best sex I could have with the freedom to do it with whom ever and when ever. Sure by law he is my hubby, but to me he is my bitch and my bitch does anything a husband would or could do, plus he accepts his place where I want him. If your looking for this type of lifestyle, don't try the easy road because it never works, he needs molded the way you want him and it takes you being serious and committed to make it happen.